Sometimes

Sometimes i wonder if there's more to life. More than the average life. I wonder if everyone feels this way. Sometimes I think there isn't, anything else than average is fantasy. Sometimes life puts me down.

I wonder why i am here.

I wonder if something called good exists.

I wonder if God's really what I believe him to be.

Sometimes...

Sometimes I feel like giving up. Sometimes I think even if I do have my dream life would i be happy?

Life just seems so limited and de ja vu to me. think about it- get right down to it everyone's the same. There's only small, insignificant differences that defines us. But still ...

Sometimes when i think about life i feel like i lived it. Or its something i actually don't want to live. It has this common mantra -> LIFE SUCKS & THEN YOU DIE
  But I can't really help living life can i?

But sometimes... I wonder if destiny exists too...

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IMPERFECTION

 ...  I fall to my knees

  I beg, I plead

Can i be somebody else for all the times i hate myself?

  My failures devour my heart in every hour

  I'm drowning in my imperfection ...
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